ben dan

Argh!!!!
I cant accept the fact that one half is 1/2.
Holy shit ,damn fucked TT
Maths paper should get approval from the english department first next time.
我接受唔到咯




It's the avalanche that looms above our heads
But we don't believe it.
While the floors underneath our feet are crumblin'
The walls we built together tumblin'
I still stand here holdin' up the roof
Cause it's easier than telling the truth


Stop ignoring that my heart is mourning
And let the rain come in
Stop pretending that it's not ending
And let the end begin

...

I want to be who I really was
but i know i cant...
You have tied me up
But u r not the one who can release it..
I wish there were no boundaries between us

可以不要什么事都讲出去吗？
我忍够了！

blablabla

今年似乎是被诅咒的一年
几乎每天心情都不是很好
不只是我
很多人都这样
甚至走在路上都无端端哭起来
还是被诅咒的都是那座楼的
如果是的话
至少过几个月
诅咒会被消除了
我想很多人心情不好
都是因为被某人伤得太重了 我就是如此

我去买了微笑徽章
期望它可以掩饰我脸上的苦闷
它对我来说意义重大
我希望我的决定是对的
我很他妈的sibehdulan生物老师
不要再zat我了
还有不要真的每一节都叫我回答问题
烦到死
我超后悔跟你打招呼

明天就是集训营了
第一次做康乐
超不适合
我很怕我带不high场面><





You could break this silence with
words we wish we'd never said,
Are we still inside this night,
or am I going crazy?
I’m just trying to understand
who I was and who I am,
but you are changing just the same.
So can you tell me who’s to blame?
Could we put our weapons down,
just to figure this out now?!
Pride is out the door
cause I know we can make it before
the sun breaks another day
I wait til you say
I'm the only one
Before we come undone...

she & her

i may not have been happy these days...
but i might have been laughing or shouting or wat~
all these are not beneath my heart..
i'm really moody..
kind of depress
thinking that someone has changed her attitude towards me
the passionate from her has already disappeared
i just nid someone's embrace..
I start drawing or sketching these days
thinking that it could cure my fragile soul
I reckon our friendship will be vanished
n no one is gonna resurrect it...

But she has start bothering me
Is this not that I eagered for 3 years?
But i dint really feel my excitement
Or we will be best-friends again just like 4 years ago...

I have took back the thing which is belongs to me
but y should I lost another thing that is even more important to me
It is so sophisticated...
Or maybe i thinked too much...
being this kind of age is hard...

惹!!!!

今天考大代，
我都没有什么鸟
酱sibeh忙
只用1粒钟扫过
haiz结果...
算了
及格就好~
4S1考大代, 4S2考物理,
酱多人送上祝福
整个好像大考酱...
4S3考就...

前两天喉咙剧痛
一天吃9粒strepsils
haiz

那个阿蒂还有够惹
传染伤风给我
S:woi!!你传染给我了啦(用tissue捏着鼻子)
A:haha 是啦(笑到酱鬼死大生)
S:我喉咙痛刚好,你现在传染给我,有够惹!!
A:好麻,"有福同享,有难同当"
S:deng!! 有什么福哦?!
A:'flu'咯~~
S:妈的你!!
A: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

今天考完大代
老师就讲“
你们壁报有没有做的，
到先在一张都没有黏上去，
资料又没有给我看，
有还没给教务处批...
组长是谁?"
我唯有举手
blablabla...
我跟她讲我的流程和见解后
她没有插嘴
她没有骂我
反而很nice了...
过后就回去座位
haiz
我知道我做不好
我早读&下课又很多东西要做...



我们班的老师教到还ok

数学=班主人：不错啦，总比4S2好很多

物理：白白教，当然好玩啦，昨天2节，用了一节讲地震包括笑话XD

化学：哈哈，很cute啦～ 做做到...

生物: 教到不错烂下...

sejarah: 很搞笑, 不过我一直睡觉haiz 错过很多

国文: 选我做她干事,tosui... 她的tatabahasa每次都错, 惹!!

英文: shanta~ 算好人, 每天讲:"im tired","i'm exhausted"

华文：每天讲话突然大声（sfz），吓人meh

其他不讲了

haiz
my parents dont let me on9 from mon-fri
shit lah
even smses
ok its saturday now
cant stop calling me study
shit lah
fed-up seeing all those books..
ok so its weekend now..
but y u all still complain when I msn ...
said that do u wan to collect rubbish in your future
haiz, australia's scavengers can earn 4000 dollar a month...
please dun look down on them
but actually i dint bother my parents
keep on9-ing
i think they r fed up calling me to study also...XD

我今天听到一个秘密

那个秘密真的让我不爽

风景很美的工艺楼
被很多车park了的新场

不再是我们的天地的国字楼

很久没有躺在学生楼的走廊

遥远的管乐室在食堂大楼

不喜欢去的行政楼

我们表演的光前堂

集训营住的宿舍

中华啊，中华～

ARGH!! TT

才刚开学几天
就已经要崩溃了
没想到才刚开学就如此的忙
压力一直不断地增加
每天怕自己有东西还没有做
今天还一直想东西紧张到肚子痛
不过我知道有些人会更加忙

每天上课都累到睡觉
不懂几时才可以忙完
加上理科难到爆

那个死**
我明明按了确定购书
却讲我没定到
还要我付RM20
Deng而且到现在都还没拿到
惹!!!!

教练最近对我们超严格
上学会也没有以前酱开心了
或许是大了吧
没得依赖了
我真的应该进步很多TT

8分组组长，
很多次的筹委组长
甚至班上壁报组长==
（都不懂做莫要选我，又没有美术天份,又忙，
又赶着要放上去><)

我现在发觉到
原来有组长带
是多么幸福的TT

不过不管路怎么苦
我都会坚持地走下去

WooLaLa~~

要开学了
可是我的假期才刚开始不久TT
haiz课室在工艺楼
so mafan
还有我是读4S3
不是4S4
那个是林康勇
我是林康湧
不要找错人啊~
今年好像很少朋友同班
希望还是能开开心心地过^^
要穿长裤了
haiz
又热
又不习惯